Monday, December 8, 2008

Questions

Where do i begin,
So many questions left unanswered...I am in love with him.
He is an amazing person, but I cannot answer a simple question..."Why am I with you"?
Like I answered I don't know...but why?
It is not because I don't care, but it may be because I don't know how to fully love.
Yes we have both been in love before, but this time it is different...I am afraid
Very scared because you are so genuine and honest...No One could even understand how it feels to be with an opposite... so opposite that we fight over juice and the questions we know the answers too.
You are a beautiful person inside and out...help me escape from my misery and let me love you freely.
I'm sitting in bed wondering why I am still cold in my hoodie, jacket, boxers, sweats, knee high socks, and ripped moccasins. I know why when you left you took my warmth, my heart with you.
I am a cold person not by choice by circumstance (everyone has a hidden motive) not saying you but I AM VULNERABLE.
Trust = more than what I have for you
Love = What me and you fight for everyday
Honesty = something we maintain
Compassion = what we need
Communication = an endless project
Damn Kelly I have answered my own question
I love you because you give me what I cannot give myself unconditional love
I am sorry babe
To whoever reads this ... just know that love isn't in material...it is real it breaths it lives and sometimes it dies...so if you want to live happy and long...love actually and not selfishly.

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