Tuesday, December 9, 2008

"I used to give a fuck, now I give a fuckless. . ."

I actually wrote a lengthy blog but then again who quite honestly gives a fck?
Not in a good mood the world just makes things worst.
I'm bitter as fck and im starting to resent alot of shit.
The people I love, the cold city streets, the old me, the new me...hmm.
Shit in life has a funny way of working out.
You try to be a loving person, avoid unnecessary conflict and make peace but everyone is just so fckn bitter.
I guess this shit just rubs off on people.
Am I not supposed to live a just life?
Am I supposed to take on false battles and false names people call me?
Am I supposed to accept the bullshit of the world?
Just accept it?
I guess so.
All the work that great people such as Dr. King fought for was for nothing at all. (No disrespect but you gotta see where I'm coming from)
Regardless, of trying to do whats right or see the views of others no one wants to except fault in anything they do in life.
I'm quick to say I'm right. Real FCKN Talk but at the same time if you show me valid reasons to why I'm wrong ill humble myself and apologize.
Guess everyone is not like that.
In the Great land of America where we all fought so hard for justice and equality that shit doesn't exist.
My thoughts are all over the place tonight and It seems no matter what...
Shit gets worst by the hour.
I figured that love for your fellow man and fairness would make the world a better place but I guess that's just a figment of my imagination.
A utopia that will never come because of mans selfish ways.

It seems like my life goes in cycles. From a caring little boy, to a dickheaded teen, to a fair and just young adult...
Sadly though, "I used to give a fuck, now I give a fuckless."
Thats it for now.
For the sake of the world though I hope it's just a phase I'm going through.
No one should have to accept bullshit in life.
Love, Peace and Understanding (I thought I had). . .

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